I feel so hopeless and I feel I cant handle this anymore
by B Mary
I feel very desperate and dont know how to handle all this pain, my husband had an affair with another women who is also married with 3 kids. I forgave him and accept him back home and after 1 month he left me and went back with her. Is now been 2 months that we been seperated but for the last 3 weeks he tells me he need time and that he loves me and still trying to control every decision I do. he doesnt want me to go out or have any male friends and tells me that the reason why he cant be with me right now is because he has trust issues about me when I have never never done anything to give him reason to dough, he understand that is an issue he has and said he need to work on it but he also blame me for me not giving him the secuirty about him not been able to trust me but at the same time he said he trust me more then anybody in this world. last week I just found out that the lover has already filed for divorce and my husband is now leaving with her at her apartment but he also has his own apartemnt. he doesnt give any explanations and after certain hours he wont answer any of my calls. I feel very lonely, depressed I dont want to be alive no more and I dont know what to do, I feel confused with no directions I'm afraid of everything and I always crying and cant stop thinking not even a second about all this situation. Please help me or tell me how to get over all this I dont want to hurt no more believing everything he tells me when he give me some kind of hope but act like if he doesnt care about me. Click here to read or post comments.
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